And I really don’t know how to feel about it. I’m the kind of person that have a love-hate relationship with my birthday and that kind of “relevant dates”, growing older is cool, I’ve always seen it like the way it is, you lived another year, you learn a lot of things, meet new people, have to say goodbye to more people, forget things… as some of you may know, my life has not been quite the “easy life” kind, and it’s okay, What you have to live and struggle with is what make you the kind of person you are.

This year was much better than last one, and the one before, but i feel so mediocre, I don’t really feel it was worth it, I’m not sure… and for the worst, this year my birthday will be on sunday… my god i hate sundays! 

Anyways, sorry for the random rambling.

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